Happy easter everyone !! I hope everyone's easter was fun , I will be scoffing chocolate for the next 40 years ^^

I tried picking up crocheting today :3 i have one scrunchie , a leaf for my headphones, and a shitty square. Everything else i attempted was shit icl, i did watch a LOT of danny gonzales tho whilst i did it tho so that was a plus >:3

My family ordered takeout today and i got like the worlds biggest portion of chips and cheese ever, omg i didnt finish it but jesus christ i regret eating so much of it

I regret taking every subject i decided to take omg , why did they set so much homework to do for the Easter break bro ><; i havent done any of it and we go back in TWO FREAKING DAYS UGHHHH

HAPPY HOMESTUCK DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE !! i had such a rollercoaster of a first school day back >< i had a feelings talk with my gorgeous bf and now we have things in place to try start fixing my problems regarding being emotionally open because it keeps causing me heaps of harm ^^; i cant believe i had a feelings talk on homestuck day. right now my website is very much a secret to my friends and family but im thinking about telling them about it. idk just getting my thoughts out there :3 OH ALSO my nan ordered me Tom Taylor's Nightwing vol 1 and i am so excited !!! im probably gonna be able to get my grubby hands on it on saturday so ill let u guys know what i think of that when it arrives B3 thats all for now tho , bye folks

the funeral was not fun , i am so miserable and i know all that will kick my ass tomorrow during school NOT excited :/ it was also terrible because i found out that bras make me dysphoric (i literally never wear them usually) so i might invest in a binder idk. also also it sucked cuz the after party , i hate parties and i just wanted to go home like not in a rude way , i love my grandad but i was so overwhelmed and i feel pretty guilty that i couldn't pay my respects by enjoying my time like everyone else, idk.. sigh anyway i have an interview tomorrow to apply for this role in my school , im trying to become an eco leader or something , im very nervous , wish me luck gang ^^

I did the interview thing and i did pretty shit icl but its okay ig. i didnt do too much today , me and my friend charlie put our money together and used our total 16 pence to buy one sweet stick thing to split in half. it was really nice ^^

I cant even lie im kinda depressed rn and like not in the tiktok aesthetic way but like in the debilitating im-an-asshole gross way so less frequent updates!! uh im focussing on getting better and not kms so i havent really done much. I bought some comics, im excited to read them ig? i got Nightwing: Leaping into the light, Absolute Flash (my fav ever), and a random issue of a Titans comic :3 its exam week this week i am NOT looking forward to my maths test TnT wish me luck guys !

I have done three of my exams so far. The maths one was okayish, The biology one sucked and MY GOD the English one today was awful. It was the longest, being an hour 45, and JESUS is that exam hall cold >:/ had kind of a shitty day aswell, i have really bad back pain rn and i had a little crashout earlier and i only just stopped being non verbal so like yikes all round. AND AND i lost the stupid fucking phone pouches they gave us and now i either have to leave my phone at home (#dangerous), keep getting detentions, or buy a new one. im too poor for that shit they can fuck right off. Anyway i have my history exam tomorrow, wish me luck gang ><;

I had my maths calculator test today , it was pretty chill. I am on the last episode of season 1 of the flash show so im super excited to watch that >< i have TWO tests in one day tomorrow, chemistry and comupter science, and i suck at both so wish me luck guys !!!

I didn't have any exams today BUT i did have to go home early cuz i was lowkey in so much pain it made me nauseous and i frew up which was not fun but its chill now ig.. i have my final two exams tomorrow, Physics and History paper 2. i will fail the physics. i just woke up from a nap and had dinner so that was nice , im gonna watch the flash show now tho and have snacks so bye bye for now >:3

exams are finished now, i wont get th results for a little bit so thats like yay ig? In English our class FINALLY started doing this cool topic where we get to write speeches on literally ANYTHING we want. i am doing mine of dc (specifically how trauma is explore through dc characters) and i am just SO SO excited about it >< a little nervous though because i will have to perform the speech infront of my class and none of my friends are in this class so it will be very scary to get up there and talk about Batman and shit when the other students are doing like reasonable things like fucking feminism or something. I wish i was in my friend's class, because a lot of them did silly topics like me but alas.. they are all smarter than me and in a higher set ><; ANYWAY enough longing, hope everyone had a fun week this week , bye bye for now !!

lowkey really miserable lately, i kinda dissociated so hard i lost my weekend. so not fun. and then i got excited cuz my mother said i could get the new TOMORA album cd and a haircut. i got the hair cut but what she failed to tell me was that i could only get one or the other. which i did not know otherwise i wouldve gotten the cd. She said she wanted me to get my hair cut because i go to Poland for a school trip soon so i thought that meant it was a necessity and therefore i could still get my fun thing that i want. this haircut is shit. im so pissed off, and i feel like such a brat but my little sister literally gets bought all kinds of stuff and she goes to paid for clubs and i just wanted a cd. thats all i want. idk if im being unreasonable or not and im just so sad about it and its making me feel so guilty idk. i hope u guys had a better week, love you all, bye bye for now !

ok mb i have not posted in a HOT MINUTE ><; i went on a school trip to Poland last weekend, it SUCKED man we walked so much and it was so hot. And then i came home and its a bajiliion degrees here too like WHAT THE HELL its usually raining 24/7 what IS this?? I hate it. I've started embracing being cringe even more and i've been cooking up some DC ocs, im having so much fun with them omg !! i got the cd i was speaking about last update, its peak its so so good i love it ^^ anyway .. thats sort of all i've been up to ! love you all , bye bye for now !!!

HAi gays happy pride month !!! im #out of the closet this year so my one goal this pride month is to get a flag. anyway ,i have spent the whole weekend and more writing a dumb speech for English, i have to present it on tuesday and BOY am i scared. I think everyone else has done serious topics for their speeches and mine is on fucking DC. so thats fun ig. i wont dwell on that tho, i have a hangout with my friends planned next friday!! we are gonna go the cinema to watch the TADC episode. Im not rlly a fan but a lot of my friends are so we are gonna all watch it together and then have a sleepover. I'm a little nervouse cuz i haven't actually hung out with two of these friends outside of school and I've only ever had a sleepover with 1 out of the 4 of them ><; im sure it'll be fun tho >:3 To follow up my last post, my Dc ocs are coming along so well, i might share them on here but idk yet cuz theyre VERY unfinished ^^; anyway i love you all , bye bye for now !!